The Undying feeling

People use to feel free about what there need, but not all of it. When u get what you need but not what you want, you appreciate the things that you should not appreciate, you claim that you are happy but not in the inside of you, you hope that someone will save you from the dark side of you but no one will help you. The feeling of happiness is always by your side, but can you create the negative energy to a positive energy?.